What's on my mind

I haven't felt much like writing this month. I think I've had too much on my mind, which is funny because you'd think with so much on my mind, I'd have tons that I'd want to write about. And there are things that I really want to put into words, but don't feel that I can talk about them quite yet (even though those of you who actually read this probably already  know.) But still, just a few more weeks before I feel I can be a little more open. I think that's my problem: I can't talk about what I want to talk about, so I just don't talk at all. So I won't say any more...